Time for our Goodbyes

Man this is a rough time for me. Having a girl reject me, screwing my knee up again, and my best friend is going on a mission. John John is going on a mission and Im gonna miss him. And a good friend of mine is in the hospital for Meningitis. Well I guess I still have my health. And friends. And I had a good class at the Fire House. Now I need to still find a job. Well Im gonna miss you John John good luck.

Today is a sad day

Well I could be dramatic and say that I lost the one chance Ive had for love. Or I can say that I hope she comes to her senses and realizes I am truly the one for her. But over a lot of crying, praying and fasting. I feel better. I will continue my fast until I can fully overcome this situation.

Long Time Gone

Man I cant believe its been since June since Ive had my last blog. A lot has happened. I made some new friends...well not new but we have become better friends. I've moved from Pleasant Grove to a new place called Provo. I have lived here before but its nice to be back down here closer to friends and school. I have been riding the bike all summer long and now unfortunately its becoming fall/winter now with rain and even snow in the mountains. The most important thing that has happened is that "She" is here. Now for those who dont know "She" is the reason I want to be a better person. She is on my mind the majority of the time and she is the most gorgeous, smart, funny, inspirational and spiritual person I have ever met. Unfortunately there are some snags. But I will continually put my faith in the LORD and he will help me through this time of my need. I hope to find a job for the fall and winter till fire season starts up again and I hope I can get on with a Wildland fire crew. I hope to get back into Ballroom and start dancing again. But before I end this Blog I want to thank the people who help me while I'm up here. To many names to say but mainly to my family and the friends down here in Provo. Mainly the 3 girls and guy whom I have become good friends with.